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So this 'Stay up for a long time without sleep' thing comes with some consequences hey? Well, yeah, the obvious one about being tired, but more the next day after having a normal night's sleep, say ten hours. So you can sit down without instant fall asleep, but you are still pretty done, even though you feel better. It's also kind of like your mind is okay with that much sleep, but your body isn't. So your head thinks lots while your body is dead and slow. Maybe sleep just kind of zaps the brain with what is needs, and the longer you sleep, the longer it ill last for? I don't think that works... And this first conclusion drawn might not have come from my sleep dosage as much as it just sort of happened. Stuff happened. Is that not a grand conclusion to something? Darn, I guess I can't use it now. Unless I make this really long. By accident, of course.

Now, what is your favourite drink? And who cares if this doesn't flow nicely? Mine is definitely the antifreeze blue koolaid. Man, that stuff is good. So good. If I some in my fridge, there wouldn't be any inside my fridge. It's just that good. But koolaid is for kids, and we don't have any. Milk is great, sure, but antifreeze blue sugar water? umm...I mean koolaid? Amazing.

Have you ever had a conversation where you don't have to ask questions? It just kind of happens? I think I like those ones better. It isn't one person trying to milk the other for their thoughts, or one pretending to be listening by asking questions to sound interested. I do that sometimes. Sorry guys. I just think that a conversation without questions would almost be better. Not one where everyone agrees with everything you say though. I don't like those at all. I'd rather the other disagreed, and then we could discuss and reach and understanding, each being somewhat enlightened. Of course, most of my conversations don't contain a high amount of enlightenment.

I remember one time I went over to Jon's place. Sidney is amazing guys. Everything is in walking distance. Even if you don't have boundless time like it seems I have. Anyways, we just kind of started talking, and were slowly moving towards doing something, but we just kept talking. I liked that. We weren't doing anything. Not playing nerd games, or setting something up, or drinking anything. Just talking. I was kind of out of the moment, cause I was back somewhere not there, looking and thinking, 'that is so cool'. But really...I guess that's people some people like to go out for coffee so much. Maybe.

And now, looking back on my three turned into two day weekend, it feels empty. I didn't really do anything new or anything. I guess the sleep thing, but that doesn't really matter. I did stuff that I normally would have done I think. And it leaves me here, wondering why it doesn't seem as good as it should. Maybe this is why so many teens are emo and crap. They live tired and their mind wanders all over and they don't get out of life what they think they should, because everyone else seems to be getting it. There should be a translator from thoughts into words. Make them sleep and maybe they will be better. Maybe.

If lack of sleep made the time feel empty, then lots of sleep would make the time feel full? I don't think so. Maybe sleep isn't the key then. Where is the key? Gah! I can't get into my own house!! It isn't under the flower pot or under the mat or in the mailbox. The neighbours don't have it. I lost the key to my life guys, and somebody locked me out...