And Breathe

Okay, I think everything is working out. I think the process to make all better has begun and I can just hide behind my many shifts till everything is better. Overpush the body and have one of the loneliest weeks I've had for a while. A long while. But maybe it won't be so much lonely as solitary. Loneliness ain't too grand, but solitude can be amazing. It actually won't be too bad at all. Stuff happens throughout the week. It's just harder to see people when school is gone. But I don't miss school. However, I don't think I could ever work a real job full time. I think I'd go insane. And you need schooling to have a decent job that I could tolerate working much time per week.

Integrity was a opic brought up recently in a thing I was at. It went all over. Integrity is an outgrowth of your relationship with God. Integrity means you don't hide behind your masks, you don't even use masks, you are consistent in who you are. Jesus was te only man with true integrity. Integrity is much linked to accountability. What is accountability? An open honestness, asking questions that some would fear, and answering personal questions to those close who could be called your partners of accountability. I think accountability is crucial to integrity. It keeps you honest, and real to yourself. Sometimes we try to justify things that really shouldn't be justified. Accountability lets friends speak to that. Keeps you in check.

So yeah. Good stuff to work on at least. I think I should read more. There are a lot of amazing books out there. Really. If you know any good ones, lemme know. Also, if you got thoughts on integrity, I'm all ears.