Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Well....

This will be my emo post. Hopefully my only one for the summer. Which got longer then it was this morning. Even though I called this my emo post, I'm going to try to mention all the better things, and why it doesn't make sense to be emo. For me anyway.
And begin. For one, school is out. The summer I've been waiting for forever is finally here. Well, not quite the summer I have been waiting for, but the summer the same. I think I'll pass everything that matters. and if I dont pass what doesn't matter, who cares? Should the credits make me care? It's just another course I don't really need. Why do I even take those? To increase my knowledge. You don't need to pass the course to prove you've learned something. My head is now full of crap I'll never need that it would never have been filled with if it hadn't been taken. All and all, it's over. No more full the whole summer. Let's me do nothing. Or everything.
I aquired the new underoath cd today. It's interesting. Different. I like it. So far. I've come into some mioney recently so I can get the music and crap I want now.
So, I talked with this guy named Jim Atwood, the representative of the precious jewels ministries, that Michael and I were to attend in the Philippines in August. They were having an issue letting me on, Because I'm a minor. Whatever. God will let me go. They resolved their issue. They decided to stick to the policy. So I decided I don't fancy policies too much. They said I can't go yet, but come next year. What they don't understand is that there is no point for me to go next year. I'm not going there alone. And I didn't think Michael should have either. So I would go with him. I would get a job and work saturdays and skip out on anything so that I could go along. I would give August away, and spent more money than I've ever possessed in my life. But they said no. Now what?
Suddenly everything is different. The August I've kept clear is empty. I will soon have more money than I know what to do with. And Michael will be gone from August til forever. Not forever, but he goes to school in September. Sure, I guess there are good things about not going. But I'd rather go.

I don't like being emo. No fun at all.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well that stinks man im sorry to hear about the trip.... I know you had your heart set on going it's too bad. I know you wont want to hear it and i know i wont be the only one to tell you but theres a reason for why your not going maybe its not clear now and maybe it wont even be clear next year but hopefully something will come along and you will see the reasoning behind this. As for emo i agree it has its place but all and all its no fun.

1:09 a.m.  
Blogger Jon said...

Reid pretty much beat me to it. I was gonna say the same thing; there's undoubtedly some reason that you aren't going. Until you figure out what that is, take solace in the fact that most of the rest of us would like to be doing this summer that we can't do either.

And even better, you get to sit around with a bunch of money and no responsabilities.

And don't worry, it's not that bad down here in emoland. :P

4:23 p.m.  

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